Going underground
With the added stress of classes being more demanding (and having more whining in them) this semester. And Mouses moving to Mondays. And just freaking stressed out by personal interactions with people. And worried about stepping on toes and pissing people off and the blah blah blah of everything. As well as work becoming more [...]
this weekend plan
Friday
5-6 pm @work
6:30-8 dinner and reading fun things
8-10 Homework
10-11 BSG!!!
11-12 homework
12 Bed
Saturday
7:30 pissed off Im up on a saturday morning
8:15 leaving for class.
9- 4 Class at U Mass about Journalism and Politics
4-6 Costco
6-7 Dinner
7-10 Homework
10-11 Hot bath.
11 Bed and pissed off I am in bed before midnight on a saturday
Sunday
7:30 Pissed off again that I [...]
The thing about depression is
not the bad days, its the good days that get you. When you are at the bottom of a swing you really just cope and evenutally things start to get better. Its the down swing that kills.
Or maybe its the oscillation.
I spent the entire day in bed. Yesterday I slept in as long as I [...]
relaxing long weekend, my ass
So this weekend was filled mostly with sleeping and shoveling.
Seriously.
I didnt get anything done that I wanted to.
And Im not sure how this happened but I have 7 days until classes start up again.
Sigh.
Where’s my tauntaun?
Srsly.
It is far too cold outside for it not to be Hoth. I’m going to freeze before I get to the first marker on the way to work in the morning.
Blazers are becoming my BFF
So, I finally figured out why well dressed people always are wearing blazers. Dress shirts are too thin for winter! my god. And well since hoodies are really recomended in the office Im actually wearing slacks and blazers to work. Oh how I long for the days of hoodies and jeans.
Ugly as sin right now…
But hey, this weekend when I have time I’ll make it pretty.
So I am convinced that I am going to get fired, and I am convinced that Im going to fail out of grad school. But what else is new? actually the fear is deeper this time.