Bree!

No, really. It does.

I just hate that the world is not set up for single people everything in booked in pairs.

I  looked into booking a reservation for resturant week, I couldnt minimum reservation party number was 2.

All vacation packages are based on double occupancy.

Food that is good for you is usually huge, and you either get sick of it, or it goes to waste before you finish.

Taxes, are higher when you are single, than if you are married and or have children.

Studio and one bedroom apartments are significantly more expensive per square foot than 2 bedrooms.

Buy one get one free… that does a single person A HELL OF ALOT OF GOOD.

Lesson learned over the weekend….

Instructing 7 people on how to use a firearm and range safety…

Carrying a machete in your car….

Driving  in a "terrible snow squall"….

picking up a 6’4 180 lbs man and tossing him in the car….

Hitting a 5 inch paper plate at 25 yards with a winchester lever action repeating rifle  within 5 seconds of picking it up…

buying your own valentines candy …

Signing up for welding classes…

Having a pilots license….

apparently makes me a Bad Ass,

and guys don’t make passes at girl bad asses…

they flirt with the tiny, high heel wearing, scared of guns, and driving in bad weather girls who call me awesome.

oh yeah and data anylysis is dry and kinda dull

With the added stress of classes being more demanding (and having more whining in them) this semester. And Mouses moving to Mondays. And just freaking stressed out by personal interactions with people. And worried about stepping on toes and pissing people off and the blah blah blah of everything. As well as work becoming more demanding, and the need to meet more people, becasue I’m tired of friends with no time or being the only single person, or just being judged in general. And my medical problems. I am going underground a little while. I will be still posting on my blog. And still updating flickr. And occasionally updating facebook. But in the flesh Im withdrawing. I kinda give up. I need to do well in my career and in grad school and I have never been socially functional in alot of things and its something I want to ignore for now…

If you need me… call or email. Otherwise Ill prolly see in eventually.

Just as predicted. With the exception of getting a little more sleep and getting mroe homwork done than I thought. Yay!
I love it when a plan comes together.

I got to see Sato! Woooo! He wants to Torment V with me! wooo!

He payed for dinner! Woooooo! We had beer! We had BBQ! We sucked at playing trivia! It was really good to see him again.

Class is canceled tonight.

When i get restless I change my hair. This weekend, I ended up with a razor cut and 4 colors. It was the most Ive ever spent on my hair. Im still getting used to being able to style it on my own and getting used to blonde being in there along with red.

Sigh. Grad school starts tonight, and with that I might end up pulling out what little is left of my hair.

Im nervous and screeered.

btw. Had date saturday night. did not go well. Will not be dating again for a long time. Apparently I really am undateable.

36 years of choice. Yay!

Edit: I jusr read and unconfirmed report that Obama reversed the Global Gag rule. And I started to cry right there.

“Separately, the administration in the afternoon issued a reversal of a ban on federal funding for non-governmental organizations working outside the U.S. that offer abortions or abortion counseling.”

Tears of Joy, people. Tears of Joy.

Hundreds of thousands of women will now hear about contraception, disease provention, family planning, recieve rape counceling, that they couldn’t get because of the Global gag rule. The mear mention of abortion disqualified a non profit from reciving any money. Yes, even if they didn’t provide abortions. Yes, even if they helped women who had back alley abortions, after the fact. The simple fact is that these organizations do alot more than provide or find providors of abortion. These organizations provide, prenatal care, rape counseling, post rape surgeries, infant health services, food, contraception, contraception counsiling, family planning, disease counceling, along with hundreds of other things realted to womens health and infant health.

excuse me Im going to go compose myself….

http://www.foxnews.com/politics/first100days
/2009/01/22/obama-issues-directives-detainees-
interrogation-guantanamo/

http://www.populationaction.org/Publications/Fact_Sheets
/FS5/Summary.shtml

Edit 2: Apparrently Barak, aka Barry. Damn you. Didn’t repeal it today.
Mr. President you are not starting off on my good side.

I will be tinkering with the appearance of the new blog for a little while.

One thing to realize though is as of Monday I will be back in school for the spring semester. Ugh. Statistics. Im not looking forward to statistics.

But the other thing is Im trying to be calm, be rational, but damn. Why am I still single? srsly. Do I smell funny or something?

mouses is the girls get together.

Its not happening tonight, I am staying at work late.

Im tired cranky and cold.
on the up swing 100 cal packs of popcorn is alot of popcorn.

Im not sure what Im going to do, I think I will feel better once I get school started.