Bree! http://www.breerex.net/blog long legs, big butt, short little arms.... Rar! Sat, 13 Mar 2010 01:19:39 +0000 http://wordpress.org/?v=2.8.4 en hourly 1 … grad school is still eatting my soul http://www.breerex.net/blog/2010/03/12/grad-school-is-still-eatting-my-soul/ http://www.breerex.net/blog/2010/03/12/grad-school-is-still-eatting-my-soul/#comments Sat, 13 Mar 2010 01:19:39 +0000 admin http://www.breerex.net/blog/?p=331 yeah, so Im a terrible blogger that doesnt update nearly as much as I should. But for the most part its o just a long series of wo my teeth, ow my uterus. read read read writers block. Work work work.

I need adventure
I need to get away
I need the bright lights
and I need the dark alleyways.

I need to go to a club that doesnt open till 11pm I need to hang with freaks.
But unfortunatly, instead I am home on a friday night trying to not avoid writing my thesis, getting horribly depressed by my raw data, and drinking far too much diet coke.

Its prolly for the best. My friends have matured past me again. Its really kind of depressing. Im back to being religated as the wild one that no one hands out with much any more. Hell, I cant even get anyone to go to roller derby with me.

On the upside, this lack of friend bonding has made me not have any good reason to not spend money, and to not be writing my paper. On the down side, come june I will be one lonely sad sack of an individual that came late, and the party is over… or at least moved on. This is the second time … no wait.. third time I have been part of a crowd that has moved on without me. The last time that happened I moved to NC. I dont want to move to NC. Im starting to get that restless useless feelign again and Im not sure if its just that Im undateable, or that Im a complete looser that men really dont want to be seen with… bah.

People keep telling me Im not undatable. yes I have gone on many many many first dates. Im over first dates. Im over hanging out with just women. Im over. Its over. blah. Great, I sound depressed again.

Im not really. Im busy. And lonely all at the same time. And Im frustrated. Im gettig to old to go to bars. But I still want to see the bands. All my friends are in bed by 11. When the hell did that happen?

I need the bright lights,
I need the dark city

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(Updated 27 minutes ago)

Bree is looking for replacement tv. and antivirus, anyone need to go to microcenter?

(Updated 2 hours, 18 minutes ago)

Bree was poked in the ahem, this morning. Stupid annual physical.

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Bree my tv died.

(Updated 19 hours, 57 minutes ago)

Bree I just paid off my car … I give it 10 days and I will need something very expensive on it.

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Bree “Now I know the things I know, and I do the things I do; and if you do not like me so, to hell, my love, with you!” — D. parker.

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Bree “Do you know why the Indian rain dances always worked? Because the Indians would keep dancing until it rained.” — Sherman Alexie.

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Bree doesnt want to go to school tonight.

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Bree *head desks*.

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Bree Had a very weird long weekend.

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Bree Stupid census website.

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Bree is overtired.

(Updated 2 days, 22 hours, 30 minutes ago)

Bree going to V’s 30th!

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Bree hyperventalateds cus she has less than 2 months till first draft is due.

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Bree … project for summer. Make shawl for powwows.

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Bree spork stabby!

(Updated 5 days, 5 hours, 58 minutes ago)

Bree Jasimine, rose vanilla Hookah… with honey water. I recomend it.

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Bree square root signs are not checkmarks!!!

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Bree king kong aint got nothing on me!

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Bree is far too excited that she has heard back from someone she cold emailed about her thesis and they where excited to help!

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http://contexts.org/socimages/2010/02/15/guest-post-an-indigenous-olympics/

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Today was a snow day from work. Yay!
Did I get anything done? Noo!

I did find an old iTunes gift certificate though… thats good.
Im trying to figure out what to get my dad for his birthday… any ideas?

Work is better…
Life is better…

Going to start hooping class in the summer… Im excited for it.
Im also, getting my hair cut this weekend and Im going to the Moulin Rouge sing a long.

My thesis is coming along, slowly. Still freaking out about that.. heh.

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The semester has started and I am going to have to be very very busy this semester … stupid grad school…. why did I think this was a good idea again?

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Bree Ack! its snowing.

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Bree …prolly not getting any better. Woke up late. hair = disaster. tummy still hurts.

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Bree Ugh. srsly? *head desks repeated*.

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Bree just looked at her transcript for the fall and it says “Anal. Skill. A+”….. Analytical should be shortened better.

(Updated 1 day, 7 hours, 23 minutes ago)

Bree cranky.

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Bree is omgdeathfat yet still has a perfectly healthy waist to hip ratio.

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Bree …. the world gave me the finger today, and in respondse I am going to bed. Tuesday, you are on notice…

(Updated 3 days, 1 hour, 0 minutes ago)

Bree … can hear the bells tolling. Today is the first day of the last smeester of grad school… thesis writing time.

(Updated 3 days, 9 hours, 29 minutes ago)

Bree … is wearing a dress.

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Bree is amazed that her 3 years as the study pool coordinator at harvard psych actually came in handy, not for harvard, and not for psych.

(Updated 3 days, 20 hours, 59 minutes ago)

Bree le sighs and irb crap.

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Bree PUDDING!!!

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Bree head desks… and almost give up the will to live.

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Bree Boooooo!

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Bree woke up from a dream singing “I want to be an airborne ranger, I want to live that life of danger, Cross my arm across my chest, tell my mom I did my best.” Weird huh?

(Updated 5 days, 17 hours, 27 minutes ago)

Bree Wheeee! I said Wheeee…..

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Bree Does anyone else find that fact the lead character in “the Hurt Locker” ’s name is William James abosoultely hilarious in a horrifically nerdy way? or is it just me? Bombs are bears bombs are bears!!!

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Bree ….. Whee. AHEM, dammit I said Wheee.

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]]> http://www.breerex.net/blog/2010/01/25/lunch/feed/ 0 yet another lonely weekend http://www.breerex.net/blog/2010/01/24/yet-another-lonely-weekend/ http://www.breerex.net/blog/2010/01/24/yet-another-lonely-weekend/#comments Sun, 24 Jan 2010 23:00:13 +0000 admin http://www.breerex.net/blog/?p=314 After yet another lonely weekend my resolve to try and shrink this year has been renewed. I know some single people, but they prefer to sit at home and play video games or knitt. And the people who like to go out and do things have signifiacant others that absorb a good deal of thier time and usually are not available. I know I could remidy this by going out by myself, but I’ve never beenv ery good at going to bars and chatting up random people. I’ve done it and I usually end up slinking out feeling like a complete jackass after enough people look at me bizarrely for talking to someone I dont know… I swear the “gah! stanger! Why are you talking to me!!” look is worse than sitting at home alone bored.

Ive been realtively good this week, I hope to keep it up. Ive been keeping an eye on what I eat, and I havent been eatting out of shear boredom… much.

I wish I believed I wasn’t undateable, but its kinda true. I am really scared for grad school to end becasue then I will not have a reason for not having a social life.

I have been to single activity groups, most of the time I am absolutely bored by the people who attend.

*head desk*

Ugh. I really should just be happy alone in my room on a saturday night, but the great adventure keeps calling me…
A friend mentioned that she didnt understand why I was so deathly afaird of being average… I dont know, but I always have been.

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