First off, let me just point out how much my abdomen hurts. It hurts alot. Its causing me nausea. Its not helped with Advil. I have called my doctor. I am looking into remedies. Its not helping much right now though. right now I hurt. Im in pain. And Im really cranky. All I want to do is curl up, burry deep into some blenkets, put on movies, anddrink gingerale and eat cookies. But alas, Im at work, trying to do work.
I never see anyone anymore. Makes a girl lonely.I mean really, I never see anyone anymore. I cant remember the last time someone asked me to do something. something they scheduled. Planned and was convient for me. I am tired of being the one that has to make all the plans. I am tired of being the one that has to go to thier place. I am tired of being the one that is the freaking cruise director. Why cant someone take care of/ come see me for a change?
Im tired. Im cranky and Im starting to cry writing this, Im going back to statistics spread sheet. At least it loves me.
