Bree!

I am cursed with baby fine, thin, bone stright hair. So I keep it short. I went a little too short this time and now have muppet hair.  Sigh.

Normally I wouldnt care about my muppet hair, but today, today someone actually called it muppet hair. There are days I hate the subway.

On the upside I have 14 coffee cups in my office and Im not sure how that happened. Luckily no one is really in the office today so I can take care of that without shame!

Im tired peeps. really tired.

The plans I had for a relaxing vacation have been squashed, due to Ferris needing fixing.

I miss my parents. I miss my sister. whats a girl to do?

So, Ferris is my car.

I treat him like a person, or at least a pet. You could describe my relationship with my car the same way some girls get attached to thier horse.

In the last month the damn thing has cost me 1400 dollars. I only owe 1800 on him. Stupid car.

I live in Boston, and I dont NEEEED a car. But it has made my life here better. Sigh, I guess Im just mad that I was finally starting to get a head and this happens.

Stupid car.

My Favorite Poem

when i was four years old
they tried to test my i.q.
they showed me a picture
of 3 oranges and a pear
they said,
which one is different?
it does not belong
they taught me different is wrong
but when i was 13 years old
i woke up one morning
thighs covered in blood
like a war
like a warning
that i live in a breakable takeable body
an ever increasingly valuable body
that a woman had come in the night to replace me
deface me
see,
my body is borrowed
yeah, i got it on loan
for the time in between my mom and some maggots
i don't need anyone to hold me
i can hold my own
i got highways for stretchmarks
see where i've grown
i sing sometimes
like my life is at stake
'cause you're only as loud 
as the noises you make
i'm learning to laugh as hard
as i can listen
'cause silence
is violence
in women and poor people
if more people were screaming then i could relax
but a good brain ain't diddley
if you don't have the facts
we live in a breakable takeable world
an ever available possible world
and we can make music
like we can make do
genius is in a back beat
backseat to nothing if you're dancing
especially something stupid
like i.q.
for every lie i unlearn
i learn something new
i sing sometimes for the war that i fight
'cause every tool is a weapon -
if you hold it right.

My default setting is not happy happy joy joy, apparently at one time it was. *shrug*

Yesterday I was very happy to find out that one of the people in my Grad school was dropping out. Turns out it was an april fools joke. Dammit.

I am not invited to a bachelor party, even though after every breakup I have taken him to titty bars and gotten him drunk. He is now on the Dead to me list.

The group project i am working on this weekend, apparently I am working on it alone. Seriously. I hate people.