Bree!

 me:  Chris also thinks I only have moments of joy when a) Ive just gotten laid b)I play with guns C) ive been drinking (about 1/2 the time)  d) just gone and done something crazy. Apparently the rest of the time Im various levels of cranky but sweet and funny

 Joseph:  umm, is he wrong?

 me:  Yes, dammit

 Joseph:  ok

 me:  he missed driving, and playing with a Wii

 Joseph:  good point

 me:  and flying but he wouldnt know that since I havent been flying in over 6 years.

My point being that discription of me sounds way more intresting than I am.

I didnt get to sleep in either day becasue of class at 9 am. Ugh. So when I cam home both days I ened up taking a nap. I did my laundry. I officially have more laundry to put away than is hanging. I had dinner with ryan. Dropped of L’s present. Updated my new iPod. Scheduled a hair appointment for next weekend.

Really is quiet, didnt see housemates all weekend.

Oh and I finally got court papers served to me, and I got a black dress finally. I can be called a grown up

I am in class and I am also writing a paper. remind me again why I went to gradschool? I never see anyone. Well actually I never saw anyone before… thats why I went to grad school. Can’t have a social life, might as well be productive.

So it looks like I will need to have a D&C this summer. Bleargh. I don’t wanna!! whine whine foot stomp.

You know if I was positive that in the next 8 years i wasnt going to meet anyone, I would just say screw it and get the damn lining permadently burned off.

Hope springs eternal.  or something.

I just really dont like having my options closed.

its still cold here in boston. I was hoping it wouldnt still be below freezing this late in march. I learned not to complain too hard, becasue at least there is no snow.

for the last 4 days I have been tired, anxious, nauseous, did I mention tired? I woke up this morning and it was like moving in pudding, everything was a really big effort.  I gave up slept another hour and drove in.

Sato, just let me know he is colder, yellowknife, edmonton, winnipeg thunderbay fro the night… dear god. that makes me feel cold just thinking about it.

I hate my uterus I really do

I just really got started on my paper and its really late in the evening… why do I do this to myself

I get nausea extreme exhaustion pain cramping cold bloating… emotioanaly unstable, and thats just the begining. I really hate being a girl.

Sadness, overwhelming sadness knowing that BSG is ending tonight. Ok, I know I will live, but it is sad to know the show that has kept me entertained for so long is ending. And there is no good replacement. I think I liked BSG so much becasue, it had female characters that where just as tough as the men, but were cheesy.

The plot is hard, and dark and rough. But it should be.
Sigh.

So say we all.

I hate everyone.

yup.

I do.

No, really. It does.

I just hate that the world is not set up for single people everything in booked in pairs.

I  looked into booking a reservation for resturant week, I couldnt minimum reservation party number was 2.

All vacation packages are based on double occupancy.

Food that is good for you is usually huge, and you either get sick of it, or it goes to waste before you finish.

Taxes, are higher when you are single, than if you are married and or have children.

Studio and one bedroom apartments are significantly more expensive per square foot than 2 bedrooms.

Buy one get one free… that does a single person A HELL OF ALOT OF GOOD.