not the bad days, its the good days that get you. When you are at the bottom of a swing you really just cope and evenutally things start to get better. Its the down swing that kills.
Or maybe its the oscillation.
I spent the entire day in bed. Yesterday I slept in as long as I could. I drove V to pick up her car. I went shooting. I watched some battlestar. Its amazing to me that the most depressing show makes me feel better.
I also realized that before I dated duncan I was a badass. I miss being a badass.
