Bree!

Josh went missing a while ago, in africa. They stopped looking today.

I have to give a presentation in class tonight. I still feel sick and I hurt all over. I will suck it up though.

my ute is about to fall out and climb back in to only be vomitted out in hunks

my uterus is growing a beard, wearing a berret, wearing a Che t shirt  and calling for revolution Rwanda style

my ute has re-establish itself with its boxing title of “the bloody avenger”

Lesson learned over the weekend….

Instructing 7 people on how to use a firearm and range safety…

Carrying a machete in your car….

Driving  in a "terrible snow squall"….

picking up a 6’4 180 lbs man and tossing him in the car….

Hitting a 5 inch paper plate at 25 yards with a winchester lever action repeating rifle  within 5 seconds of picking it up…

buying your own valentines candy …

Signing up for welding classes…

Having a pilots license….

apparently makes me a Bad Ass,

and guys don’t make passes at girl bad asses…

they flirt with the tiny, high heel wearing, scared of guns, and driving in bad weather girls who call me awesome.

oh yeah and data anylysis is dry and kinda dull

things I did today.

1. paid car loan

2. paid credit card.

3. paid off insurance so I dont have to think of it till late april

4. mailed gas bill

5. gathers 25 papers on Jstor about Urban Indian Health Services

6. Printed off  the 100 paged of reading for class.

7. skim all of them

9. Work from 9-5

10. got gas

11. had dinner with ryan.

12. put away rest of clothes.

13. more fun with class notes organizing

14. picked up dry cleaning

15. cleaned toilet

16. decided to just send my parents out for dinner as a b day present to my dad

17. tried to figure out the best time to go to canada this summer for renew of band card and failed. August??

18. took out trash.

19. clipped nails.

20. checked mail.

Didnt really do anything. Again. Dammit.

20.

so I didn’t get that interview that I wanted for my Masters thesis.

I did finish up some home work.

got an oil change.

Ferris is clean. I can actually see the true color of the carpet in all the foot wells in the interior, and I cleaned his outside too. Man, Ferris was disgusting.

I went to costco.

I went to Kappys.

I went to dress barn.

I did laundry.

I hung up most of it.

I cleaned my tub.

I changed my sheets.

I rotated my mattress.

I swept under my bed.

I made pulled pork in my crockpot.

I started finished my taxes.

I started using quicken to track my expenses do I don’t end up always broke.

I holepunched and organized my noted.

I worked on my calender for march.

Called mom and dad.

took a bath to help relax my back.

But I didnt do anything today.

so, V day sucks. And What sucks more is that there was no clearance chocolate at the 4 stores I went to raid. WTF?

So, 30 mins on whether or not we should use bullets or checks in our list formating.

yeah, its been that kind of day.

Edit:

Work was busy and disappointing.

Came home finished the assignment that was due, and my computer blue screened. Spent the rest of the evening recovering my stuff. I have to rewrite the assignment. When it rains it pours.

Today, edited all day. Tonight met with possible adviser about my thesis. I am having to start relationships now, because of my chosen topic and Im 10 months before most people are even thinking about it. Ugh. Srsly.

I had coffee with Jaime. Nothing better than having coffee with a person making the transition from female to male to make you feel better about women driving you nuts.

Going to write a draft for a paper proposal that is due tomorrow at midnight.

Had to call V back. I didn’t really want to talk. meh. Sorry V

Going to bed early. Have to go to the bursars tomorrow at 8 am. ugh. Run to bank then a long ass meeting.
Then more editing.
Then draft.
Then battlestar.
Then homework.
I’m a thrill a minute ain’t I?

With the added stress of classes being more demanding (and having more whining in them) this semester. And Mouses moving to Mondays. And just freaking stressed out by personal interactions with people. And worried about stepping on toes and pissing people off and the blah blah blah of everything. As well as work becoming more demanding, and the need to meet more people, becasue I’m tired of friends with no time or being the only single person, or just being judged in general. And my medical problems. I am going underground a little while. I will be still posting on my blog. And still updating flickr. And occasionally updating facebook. But in the flesh Im withdrawing. I kinda give up. I need to do well in my career and in grad school and I have never been socially functional in alot of things and its something I want to ignore for now…

If you need me… call or email. Otherwise Ill prolly see in eventually.